cant regret. cant regret for my own choice, and chances are not always granted to me. cant wish to start everything again, cant wish for more changes. thats far too luxurious. Have to gather myself, have to stick to what it is. No Blanca cant be distracted like this any more. Blanca needs to settle down for studies. Stop being fickle. Stop thinking about thing that are unrealistic. Stop day-dreaming. May such disconnection end. Now.