BOURGEOIS is a fashionable term nowadays (I mean, back in China...), but I was born a CAPITALIST. Limited resources+Unlimited wants= Scarcity. I have the wants of a capitalist but not the financial back-up, and this is really depressive. Well, it takes TIME and a LOT of HARD WORK to be a mature capitalist. /smiling sarcastically/ For my bunch of luxurious hobbies and habits.

I admit that I am spoilt by myself ( well, in the first place, thanks to the support from los padres), and now I am wilful, sometimes to the point of disregard ( of the so-called social convention???) and defiance. Anyway. One hour ago I suddenly had the urge to eat whipped potato so just anyhow ordered KFC, without considering...well, whatever. Okay now I am fed up with it. It was then when my 二徒弟 "blamed" me for being a "spoilt kid"....Well I am, I have always been one. Back in china my teachers were wordless about my careless attitude. Really, I just didn't care. I may seem frightening when I don't care, but I think I am horrifying when I do care... like now...

Oh I was thinking of going to Europe in Junio for my cam's sake. I owe it a lot, at least I feel this way. Dont know where this feeling originated. The cost is a problem. Other than that...I don't want to go alone. Need to find some current / ex- school mates to go together. I have always had this sense of insecurity anyway, so it's better for me to have some company. My roommate was saying to me that we might go malasia but I think she was quite discouraged by my instant refusal. If I go travelling, Europe will be the only destination. Otherwise I'll just stay here and work on the two or three or four languages. And of course take photos. At least now there is the possibility that my 二徒弟 may agree to travel with me. That's good. But it'll be better if...haiz.

Today was wasted, again. Did nothing to do with Français or Español whatsoever. This weekend Barça is going to play against Seville. Bonne chance, dear.

Today´s post is even more random.

p.s. one more thing...heard about this scandalous news that they are going to apply some stupid change to crescent uniform...only CUATRO buttons are to be shown. My poor juniors, if this is true, they will look no different from the working おばあさん...Didn´t know the mdm whatever can be so creative, she should demonstrate first in order to be more convincing.